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I fell in love in a heartbeat and didn’t regret it for a second.
He taught me not to regret anything that had happened between us, but rather to embrace it and let it shape who I have become today. I miss him every time I think of him, my heart yearns for him to be mine once again. I know it’s impossible since he’s found someone new, someone, who can make him as happy as he made me I hope. Sometimes I dream of him and dream of what we could have been because even though I never said the words out loud I always loved him and still do. And sadly I know that at some point I have to let him go because he’s not with me anymore but rather with her. While he’s with her I can only hope that sometimes he thinks of me and thinks what he could have been. Tears never fall down my face whenever I think of him, but rather a smile lights up my face because even though we had our bad moments I can only remember the best. I still love him and probably always will because he was my first, but he won’t be my last. He was never a regret or a mistake, but something I needed to help me become who I am today. So thank you D for helping me find myself and helping me fall in love with you.