dauntless (a note of gratitude for the ephemerality of life)
Deep relief and strength flowed through him as he continued to accept that even his...
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Grace
||anxiety, control, criticism, existential crises, fear, hate, judgement, Mi Zi-Inspired, Mingjie Zai, perfection, rejection, resentment, self-loathing, unforgiveness
Knowledge and awareness are there to help, not to sideline Then you are left on...
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Who’s in the Mirror?
What did I do as a result of this discovery? Not a thing. Perhaps a...
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“Surprising Metamorphosis” Fiction. Based on a True Unfolding.
Now I’m wondering whether a year of dormancy in a Covid chrysalis was perhaps a...
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“Think of you and forgetting you” Fiction. Based on a True Event.
||arrogance, dishonesty, entitlement, grief, hate, isolation, judgement, lies, manipulation, pain, regret, resentment, sadness, self-loathing
I have been thinking about you and I realized I forgot your name. You hurt...
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“The Perfect One” Fiction. Based on a True Love Letter to My Inner Child. by Mingjie Zhai
||abandonment, betrayal, criticism, dependency, dissociation, existential crises, fear, identity, Maya-Inspired, Mingjie Zai, perfection, rejection, Samuel-J Inspired Journal Entries, self-loathing
Please remember that there is a love who loves you with no conditions. Please...
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You still inspire poetry.
||abandonment, anger, betrayal, dependency, doubt, fear, frustration, heartbreak, self-loathing, self-pity
I can't stand the fact I care. I can’t stand the fact I ever cared....
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Solidify and Strengthen
I want to take a step back, towards my soul and from my body, and...
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Bodily Betrayal
||attachment, control, despair, fear, Gracie-Inspired, mental health, pain, self-loathing, self-pity, shame, worry
You’ve failed your body for nearly two decades, and now she is failing you. You...
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“Winning By Not Fighting.” Fiction. Based on a True Agitation.
||anger, Artist-Inspired Journal Entries, control, criticism, manipulation, other, resentment, self-loathing, the past, Transforming
In fact, just now, when you didn’t speak but inwardly blessed, you became more your...
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