“Buckets Full”
||abandonment, attachment, Larisa-Inspired, rejection, resentment, self-loathing, self-pity, the past
I get it. You don’t love me. I accept it the way people suffer on...
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“Page 13” Fiction. Based on a True Humbling Down.
||addiction, apathy, arrogance, attachment, control, dependency, insanity, isolation, Larisa-Inspired, rejection
Not this crazy woman who writes long letters and then rejects me. Not this woman...
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“Butterflies” Fiction. Based on a True Love Letter.
||abandonment, addiction, apathy, arrogance, attachment, Dream-Inspired Journal Entry, regret, rejection, self-pity
I don’t know much, but I know enough to know that transformation comes in pairs....
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“Aye” by Mingjie Zhai
||abandonment, addiction, apathy, attachment, criticism, denial, doubt, Dream-Inspired Journal Entry, isolation, judgement, perfection, rejection, resentment, self-pity, worry
One means yes in Gaelic and the other means love in Chinese. Both are one...
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“Forgive”
Know that there is nothing to fix, correct, or control. Let go, mother, let go....
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“The Order” by Mingjie Zhai
Even in her sorrow, she is beautiful. She could relate to him on such a...
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“Car Mats” by Mingjie Zhai
||abandonment, anger, criticism, insanity, isolation, judgement, kweisi-Inspired Journal, mental illness, rejection, resentment, self-loathing, the past
Victim shaming was the tactic that both he and his attorney had agreed on, and...
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“Imagine” by Mingjie Zhai
||abandonment, addiction, control, criticism, denial, dependency, judgement, Martin-Inspired, rejection, resentment, self-loathing, self-pity, worry
She mustered up the courage to tell him the truth at the expense of looking...
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“Once Bitten, Twice Shy” By Mingjie Zhai
||attachment, Dan-Inspired, dependency, dishonesty, doubt, fear, isolation, loneliness, rejection, sadness, self-loathing
But the ambition was torment. So many times she had imagined what her life would...
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“Gaslit” by Mingjie Zhai
||abandonment, control, denial, fear, insanity, judgement, Peter-Inspired, regret, rejection, resentment, self-loathing, self-pity, the past
The truth is not complicated either “I said I love you because I was hoping...
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