Solidify and Strengthen
I want to take a step back, towards my soul and from my body, and...
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Fear
||Amanda Springob, anxiety, control, depression, despair, dissociation, existential crises, fear, frustration, isolation, loneliness, mental health, mental illness, pain, running away, sadness, self-loathing, self-pity, worry
You are dodging deadlines, the slowest bullets in the world, and somehow still getting hit,...
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“Say the Things to the Ones…” Fiction. Based on a True Shattering.
||abandonment, addiction, anger, anxiety, Artist-Inspired Journal Entries, attachment, criticism, denial, dependency, despair, dishonesty, generational trauma, hate, isolation, judgement, lies, loneliness, manipulation, mental illness, other, pain, regret, rejection, resentment, running away, sadness, self-loathing, self-pity, shame, the past, Transforming, unforgiveness
I forgive you for being so damaged that you can’t see anything authentically right now....
continue reading“Parallel Pain.” Fiction. Based on a True Experience.
After a lifetime of chronic depression, why was a fireworks of anxiety not the end...
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Numbness
||anger, anxiety, Chet Buckley-Inspired, dependency, depression, existential crises, guilt, mental health, mental illness, pain
Everything is distracting, and impermanent. Anything is possible, especially for you, and you are so...
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Skin Deep
||addiction, anger, anxiety, depression, despair, Gracie-Inspired, mental illness, pain, Uncategorized
Contacts. Liner. Mascara. Like always, don’t let yourself cry. Don’t ruin it. Keep it together....
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“Abyss.” Fiction. Based on a True feeling of Overwhelming.
||abandonment, attachment, control, criticism, denial, despair, entitlement, existential crises, isolation, judgement, loneliness, mental illness, other, rejection, resentment, running away, sadness, self-loathing, self-pity, shame, the past, Transforming
Falling backwards, flailing my arms. Forgetting the one thing I know I know, the one...
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“The Pain of You.” Fiction. Based on True life Events.
||anger, anxiety, Artist-Inspired Journal Entries, fear, loneliness, mental illness, pain, sadness, Transforming
The pain of you has broken me, and I can't breath any more.
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“Quitting You.” Fiction. Based on a True Message After Two Years.
||Amanda Springob, anger, anxiety, Artist-Inspired Journal Entries, attachment, dishonesty, mental illness, regret, resentment, shame, the past, Transforming
I know I can’t blame you. Age doesn’t make you wise, and your pain was...
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“Bipolar for Jesus – Prayer To Be Well.” Fiction. Based on a True Parent Relationship.
||Artist-Inspired Journal Entries, attachment, dependency, dishonesty, fear, mental illness, Mingjie Zai, unforgiveness
In your mind You lost yourself to my being found You crucified yourself to my...
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