In 2010 I was at a dance even in Portland. Outside I was tazed, pepper sprayed and beat by the Portland police. The whole very long experience left me with PTSD and very afraid of expressing myself and existing in the world. I won the lawsuit against them but the fear lingers on. I know I am talented and the world needs me back. I have done much healing over the past 4 years and I am ready to let this go so I can be the man I was born to be.